blurted out on 2004-01-18 at
8:10 p.m.
its been a long week. and im tired. ive been sick of school ever since i came back. even trainings cant really cheer me up. so much work to do and the only times i can go online is the weekend. but there are 2 notable highlights this week:
1. 150104 - ron's and grace's bday. met up with the sisterhood albeit without alfred. it seriously made my day. being with them brought back so many fond memories. taking the neoprint and sitting down at marche and just yakking the night away. haha one white-green among four greys. singing happy bday, eating cakes, horny jokes, scandalous gossips, bday present frm lynn. *lyn, hilda, grace, ron and weegin (and alfred in usa)- i love yu*
2. saturday - had trng in the morn. conducted try-outs for the sake of having one. was completely stunned to see 14 girls turning up. haha was initially quite excited until they began to play. and a girl actually came up to me asking -cannot dbl bounce right?- haha and drng trng mubarak whipped out his jaw-dropping $999 sony digital camera. goodness. he is one lucky ass haha and we ran 4 km again. but overall it was pretty alright. sat down at canteen, tried to do some sat questions but kimchi and ben came and we ended up talking so much crap. haha then ian and sherman came and more crap were said out. haha went for tennis lunch at jelita pizza hut and ate alot and poor noah. haha shant elaborate more. but the best thing was when i met up with HIM. finally. (: but i just had to meet mubarak and then wern rune on the way to meet him. not like it mattered. he dumped his gp teacher. haha felt bad but wth. went to buy movie tix and went to bk cos he hadnt eaten his lunch. his new mp3 player is SO cool, unlike my disgusting discman which doesnt even have a pause function. we kept going back to borders. he nearly bought me a foxtrot book but i kept refusing cos it costs alot. hah maybe on 2nd thought i shld have agreed. ate sakae after that and by then, it was already quite late and i was dead tired. SEVEN hours spent with last night and im a happy girl. -beams-
ahh its sunday night already. hes on the way back to his camp and i have school tmr. appalling thought. sometimes i feel so -friendless- in class. haha a funny way to put it. but then again, im talking shit. nvm shall elaborate nxt time. meanwhile to all those whom i love, i love yu. (:
*give me strength to get thru.
blurted out on 2003-12-21 at
11:11 p.m.
we could anything tonight
maybe we could even touch the sky
if we just get up on our feet and try
we could wander in the garden of eden baby..
*all i want for christmas is you.
blurted out on 2003-12-21 at
11:04 p.m.
obs was unforgettable. i shld have written my thoughts abt it immediately. oh well but for now, just go read val's blog (http://www.livejournal.com/users/valeerie/) and scroll right to the bottom to read the entry on 6 dec. sweet... (:
blurted out on 2003-11-23 at
1:26 a.m.
woohoo. weblog style. finally. it was pure hard work for someone so it-illiterate as me. haha i feel so accomplished now.
blurted out on 2003-11-23 at
12:33 a.m.
ahh. my 11th day in jakarta. and my first time in ages to sit down and write a blog entry. been a pig here. been eating too much for my own good. but on the flip side, i got the chance to spend time with my family, really relax and reaaadd! yeah baby i managed to read at least 10 novels this time round. hah. the cider house rules was superb. gonna do thatfor gp book review.
on hindsight, time flies too fast. for me at least, its the end of j1. thank God i can go on to j2. promised myself to work much harder nxt yr. this year was just a flurry of events for me. back to nj again - hah went there just before i flew here. met lyn and ate with her in the canteen, i so loved that girl. haha met alroy and heard abt him being scandalous now. ppl do change i guess. this reminds me of the prev time i went bk - was happily talking to ming in the canteen when sharon phua came and suspected that i was his gf. im sure, i got better taste. haha ming wzas so freaked outt. haha met lyn after pw op and we just walked down orchard holding hands and talking. so fab. speaking of pw, i just adore my grpmates. every single one of them. honestly, after the class was divided into grps, i didnt have much confidence in mine. haha but we pulled thru after working our asses off and after the amazing op, im hoping for an ee. haha op just went so superbly that i still can hardly believe it. i overheard the teachers saying tt our op was "very well-done". -crosses fingers-
going back to my hindsight, there are so many things i wished i had done but didnt. i wished i had stayed in nj. fine but i chose rj so i wished i had worked harder in keeping touch with my nj friends, i wished i had worked harder to get what i want, i wished i had NOT gotten on my ct's black list despite the fact that shes a female dog, i wished i had done my work more consistently, i wished i had not done the mistakes i made, i wished i had real close friends in the class like hilda and lyn and ron and alfred and grace and weegin, i wished i had been closer to God, i wished i had been wiser, i wished that all my wishes were true.
-poof- they are not.
get on with life. that is all for tonight.
